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The Blues of Achilles

by Joe Goodkin

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1.
I sing of endless blood-soaked earth Bodies crumbling in the dust Men turned animal with rage Consumed by violence and lust Stretching back as far as time Long before the reign of Rome I sing tonight and every day For those who never made it home All of them were bone All of them were blood All of them were flesh That somebody loved A mother weeping for her son A father begging for his boy A wife collapsing at the news A child playing with his toys A friend fallen in the field The body burned, the grief goes on So many souls without a voice So many ghosts that can’t move on All of them were bone All of them were blood All of them were flesh That somebody loved
2.
I’m before you on my knees Kissing the hands of my grief My son was cut down in the fighting And your hands took him from me He was strong as a lion With a full head of hair Now it’s caked with dust and rottin’ But I still see him everywhere If he had listened to my warnings Maybe he’d still be at my side He knew the risks but fought for glory And when he fell part of me died I don’t have much more to give To a world that’s bled me dry I don’t have much life to live Or many tears left to cry So think of someone who you love Who might someday be like me Grant mercy to my son’s body And put it in my hands of grief Put it in my hands of grief
3.
I’ll burn your body ‘til it’s gone I’ll burn your body ‘til it’s gone The flames will take the flesh but leave us with your song I’ll burn your body ‘til it’s gone I’ll sing your melody so clear I’ll sing your melody so clear There was no one in the world I held so dear I’ll sing your melody so clear I’ll hear your voice in every dream I’ll hear your voice in every dream When I wake I know you’ll disappear like steam I’ll hear your voice in every dream Don’t you be afraid my friend Don’t you be afraid my friend Once I’m dead they’ll burn me too and we’ll be together again Don’t you be afraid my friend
4.
Like a farmer in autumn, harvesting wheat So blinded by rage I can barely see Leaving the bodies as feasts for the flies Quietly humming my war lullaby My enemy strikes, I pull him apart In the heat of the kill I might eat his heart If he begs for mercy I won’t hear his cry The air is so thick with my war lullaby Oh how the Angel of Blood sings “Hallelujah!” Oh how it feels to put my sword right through ya The guts comes tumbling out, your brains fly through your mouth And the rivers run red with our humanity I meet the man who gutted my love His mother and father watch from above We circle each other, both after a prize Til I cut him down with my war lullaby Around and around I drag his shell His body’s on earth but his soul is in hell This is my prayer: may the dogs eat his eyes But leave his ears to hear the war lullaby
5.
My love, my love, my love Your sun has set For as long as I remain I will not forget The words, the words, the words You spoke before you left They are branded in my heart They echo in my chest You said… “This is how it’s been And this is how it will be Men have always left to fight In the name of glory” Our son, our son, our son Will never feel your light He has your hair and eyes May he also have your might I fear, I fear, I fear Without you at our gates Our lives will disappear Our names will fade away This is how it’s been And this is how it will be This is why men leave to fight For everlasting glory This is why men leave to fight...
6.
I was just a girl on the day They burned our lives and took me away The man who killed my father said “Go and wait for me in bed” You know the face that launched the ships But do you know the slave with trembling lips? It was my fate to be something worse Halfway between a blessing and a curse I am a woman of the war I have a song as strong as yours I won’t be silent anymore I am a woman of the war Back and forth I go before the crowd I weave my sorrow like a shroud One man takes, another steals But it’s all the same to me I am a woman of the war I have a song as strong as yours I won’t be silent anymore I am a woman of the war
7.
You were my brother in this war You were my heart and so much more We fought and ran and drank and breathed This heavy air you’ll never leave When I heard that you were dead I poured this dirt upon my head And lay in ruin on the earth And wondered what my life is worth I’ve got grief as deep as the love that we shared I’ve got pain as dark as the night When you fell in the dust, I fell with you Now I can’t tell wrong from right I can’t tell wrong from right Blood will never make us whole But I’ll fight until its rivers flow And soak the ground that made you a ghost And kill the man who took your soul I’ve got grief as deep as the love that we shared I’ve got pain as dark as the night When you fell in the dust, I fell with you Now I can’t tell wrong from right I can’t tell wrong from right I can’t tell wrong from right
8.
I’m standing in the blood-soaked air Crying tears I didn’t know were there While kings who stand as tall as trees Are crushed by endless waves of grief A man with glory in his name Fell upon this ancient plain Next to thousands of his kin Who dreamt of going home again All of them were bone All of them were blood All of them were flesh Lying in the mud I wish that I could run for days Far away from this desperate haze Of sorrow, pain and tragedy A world consumed by agony I’m crying tears I didn’t know I could While they make my image out of wood Gates will open, gates will fall They’ll throw the children from the walls All of them are bone All of them are blood All of them are flesh Lying in the mud
9.
What kind of love is deeper than the sea Stronger than the iron of a shield Born in the heart, brighter than the sun So certain that it will never yield What kind of love goes higher than the sky Somewhere out beyond the broken blue Underneath my skin, darker than the night That’s my love for you I will gladly wear your sorrow Like armor clasped around my chest I will lead your troops to battle As surely as the sun sets in the west What kind of love is older than the earth Sweeter than the promises of youth Falling in my tears, dripping in my sweat That’s my love for you I will listen to your heartbeat In the silences you make I don’t need to hear you tell me What you can give, I will take What kind of love will shine after I’m gone Longer than the days are true Coursing in my veins, flowing in my blood That’s my love for you That’s my love for you
10.
My love, my love, my love Don’t you be afraid I’ll be home before you know Everything will be okay My son, my son, my son I hate to say goodbye I’ll be back when the sun goes down To sing you a lullaby This is how it’s been And this is how it will be Men have always left to fight In the name of glory My heart, my heart, my heart Can we laugh before I go Remember me in the morning light Tell my mother I love her so My blood, my blood, my blood There’s no need for you to cry Someday you’ll have a son To sing a lullaby This is how it’s been And this is how it will be Men have always left to win Everlasting glory
11.
What kind of love is taller than a mountain Richer than a crown of brilliant jewels Sharper than a sword, straighter than an arrow That’s my love for you What kind of love turns strangers into brothers Puts brothers back into their mother’s womb Together in the darkness, holding on to life That’s my love for you I will gladly raise an army To keep your honor from the fire I will keep your soul from danger I will fight and never tire What kind of love is harder than a war Thicker than the walls of a tomb Louder than a battle, softer than a dove That’s my love for you That’s my love for you
12.
Open me up and look inside See the dark I cannot hide I may be a killer in the sun But there’s a way these things are done If you take away my bride Then you take away my pride I will close and lock the door I won’t fight in your goddamn war I’ve got grief as deep As these graceless days are long But each night when I lay down to sleep I know right from wrong Maybe I should strike you down Cut out your heart without a sound Leave your shell for the world to see What happens when you violate me But something holds me back A hand keeps me from attack If you make me a lion with no roar I won’t fight in your goddamn war I’ve got grief as deep As these graceless days are long But each night when I lay down to sleep I know right from wrong
13.
Don’t you be afraid my dear Don’t you be afraid my dear In your time of need I’ll always be near Don’t you be afraid my dear In every dream I’ll come to you In every dream I’ll come to you Walk into the ocean, I’ll meet you in the blue In every dream I’ll come to you I’ll make you a melody so clear I’ll make you a melody so clear When you cry I’ll be the one who gathers up your tears I’ll make you a melody so clear They’ll tell your story when you’re gone They’ll tell your story when you’re gone A mother’s love is even stronger than a song They’ll tell your story when you’re gone
14.
I am a bird without a song Flying through the night until it’s gone I am a bird without a song I am a dawn that never breaks A dream within a ghost that never wakes I am a dawn that never breaks This is how it feels To be a wound that never heals To wonder if you’re even real This is how it feels I am a wave upon a beach Pulled back against my will into the sea I am a wave upon a beach This is how it feels To be a wound that never heals To wonder if you’re even real This is how it feels I am a golden field of grain Cut down by a farmer ‘til nothing remains I am a golden field of grain
15.
I became the woman of the war When I took your hand and walked out my door Trouble followed us for sure And I became a woman of the war What was I supposed to do? Sometimes fate has a plan for you Desired by many but loved by few What was I supposed to do? When the war is done will I be the same? In my heart I will bury shame Like in my face I carry fame When the war is done will I be the same? Did I leave or was I taken? Does it really matter to the graves of All the souls and the bodies they’ve forsaken If I left or I was taken
16.
Please father don’t you cry I will help you stand We’ll say a prayer together And wash the grief off of our hands Join me at the table Share a meal before you go Tell me of your heartbreak I’ll tell you of my sorrow Now we’re thinking of what’s absent My distant home, your broken son We’re wondering where the years went And if a war can be won I don’t have much more to say That I haven’t said before I know my time is short I can’t avoid it anymore So I’ll bathe your son’s body Until it’s clean of dirt and sand And with the tears you’ve left behind here I’ll wash the grief off of my hands I’ll wash the grief off of my hands
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I’m standing on the blood-soaked walls My tears suspended in the sky I can’t seem to make them fall No matter how hard I cry Now I see his body borne A shell of my oldest son And I wonder if he’s gone To be with the other ones All of them were bone All of them were blood All of them were flesh That somebody loved Open the gates, let him in Bring the women, light a fire Sing a song about his deeds Let our voices never tire Now my tears finally release To crash like waves upon the shore Will they sow the seeds of peace? Or will they grow the ghosts of war? All of them were bone All of them were blood All of them were flesh That somebody loved

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An original song retelling of Homer's Iliad

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released February 11, 2022

Joe Goodkin: Vocals and Guitar
Recorded at Electrical Audio by Steve Albini
Mastered by Bob Weston

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Joe Goodkin Chicago, Illinois

Chicago-based singer/songwriter Joe Goodkin has released albums as both a solo artist and under the name Paper Arrows. He tours the country performing one-man folk opera retellings of Homer's Odyssey and Iliad.

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